life~~start from today!!!

erm.....today i starting my devotion 4th day~~thanks god~~i still keep seeking you~~erm....i hope i dun wan turning bak again!!!hehe~~yup~~today is matthew 13:24-30~~this is about the parade of weeds,yup~~in this story~~i learn about~~in the fellowship or in the church,must got some people is very bad,but wad we can do is continue help them~~dum judge them first~~maby some days the people will become a good person~~at last i learn about dun judge ppl too fast and give them chance to change~~not only 7 times~~is 70X7 times~~thanks god~hope i can continue keep this thing in my mind~~god bless~~

yeah~~this is DCYC trailer~~haha!!this is super funny!!all is my church fren~~haha!!after i watch this~~i feell very miss them!!haha~~thanks god im melaka~~cause now i know~~i really miss them~~ehehe!!

im learning~~

today i feel very graceful~~cause i learning a lot at today~~
first:i wanna thanks about god~~actually today i cant take my undang table test~~but last half an hour my bro call me say,i can take d~~i very thankful~~
second:today i talk a lot with my spiritual teacher~~i learn a lot with him~~and i learn about frenship,spiritual thingy and many thing~~thank god~~
third:thanks eunice teo~~she say something to me~and make me awake~~thanks her a lot~~and thanks god provide her in my life~~
last:thanks today dun hav any thing happen and im not emo today~~hehe^^

frenship

what is friendship??

• friendship is tolerance.
• friendship is sacrifice.
• friendship is trust.
• friendship is when i need you i will be there for you.
• friendship is even we are diffrent place diffrent race and diffrent,but we still can remember each other.
• friendship is space
• friendship is love~~
  

to my friend:i love u so much~~

this song i very like~~i duno~when i listen~~i feel like got peace in my heart~~even my tear will fall down~~but not because im sad,is because the mercy of god~~and the peace in god~~have a nice day~~all my fren~~''v''

donate blood

yeah~~today i very boring~~so i go to donated my blood~~hehe~~is a nice experience for me~~and i suddenly miss my NS fren~~T*T

救我

也许我不会说不，也需我不会推辞，
但我今天很压力，因为被很多问题环绕，
好痛苦，好想回家，
但回不到家。

妈，我好想你，
想你如和顶了我所有的负担，
想你如何在任何环境都可一感谢神。。。
妈，你好伟大，
我可以和你一样吗？？

最进好忙，好累，
但还有很多东西要忙，
马六甲教会需要我，团契需要我，我需要永平，
我要去哪里？？
为什么大家都给我压力，
很累。。。。

今天有被问了很多问题，都答不出，很内疚。。。。
很对不起大家，我不能怪谁，因为这是我自己的决定。。。
好想放弃。但不能。。。

好想找个好朋友倾述，但都说忙，
我能做什么？？
啊！！！！！！！！！！！！
好想放弃！！！


最后，只想说对不起大家。。。

monday~~

today is monday~~is a bad day~~cause i wanna wake up before 8a.m~~so early~~and have 4 hours class,so tired~~and first class is ok~~but the second class is our most ''lovely'' lecture~~and my tut question haven finish~~so i very scare la~~but thanks god~~today is my lecture birthday~~so she like very happy la~~so i din kenal marah today~~heehe~~and 2p.m~~class again~~oh my god!!!is my ''lovely'' lecture class again~~hehehe~~and the class air-cond rosak sumore~~make me crazy la~~i like wanna die liao lo~~hehehe~~and tonight is ACT pratice~~i think i need more power from god~~god this is my prayer~~please give me more power from you~~and let me have a good time management,and i wanna pray for my fren who sad and lonely~~please god u always be with them~~in jesus i pray,amen!!!

sunday!!!

hehehe!!sunday morning,i go to church~~actually is like normal~~but today pastor wife's fren cum melacca visit her,so i saw her very hapi~~and today after sunday service,we hav some food to eat~~hehehe~~

yeah~~this kueh looks like a fruit~~hehehe~~and it very nice~~

and after that,me,karen,vivian and our mmu lecture miss sik,go to newton eat~~hehehe~~no ice no chili~~duno can eat wat lur~~hehehe~~sad~~but happy with them~~cause we chat a lot~~hehee~~

after that i go back to ixora and straight go to sleep,cause too sleepy~~and i sleep until 4:49p.m.,ARGH!!!i forgot the P&W pratice and let elvina wait me,sorry elvina jie jie~~i wont like that next time~~hehehe~~then,sampai malam,i go to ACT pratice again~~hehehe~thanks god the pratice flow smoothly~~amen!!!