mum....your son grow up d~~~thank you for everything you teach me^^~~~i will remember you every time~~~love you~~~T T~~~

life~~~^^

hey~~~~im noni~~long time didnt been here d~~~but tonite~~~i got a lot of question here~~~~i need to realease~~~sorry for my bad emotional~~

today,i started thinking about the purpose of life~~~~i feel meaningless about my life~~~i feel empty~~i worry about tomorro~~~i starting to doubt god~~~sorry for god wad im thinking~~i know it was wrong,but i cant control it~~~

!!!ok~~noni tang,that all of you complain~~~now u need to scearching god way~~and find out ur purpose~~~

lord~~~i wanna uphold my friend unto ur hand~~~lord~~i know god~~we need you~~so may ur power will flow on us~~and we can love each other~~~lord~~we need you~~~i dun like small group~~i dun like ppl formed a small group~~and ingnore other~~cause god~~u dun like it~~~god~~~please help us~~in jesus name i pray~~amen~~~

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I WONT FORGET THAT SOCITY!!!!I HATE THEM!!!!

所以我说多关心家人胜过朋友~~~ISH！！！！

^^~~``

ok~~thank god~~today i have a great day~~but i also learn a lot of thing~~first~~morning i go to class,thank god~~i can focus in class~~

second~~thank god i have awesome CG today~~we ate pizza,we laugh~~we play~~thank god~~in this cg we know each other more and more~~btw~~i also realize i need wisdom in talking~~i need to control my mouth~~sorry everything wad i say~~good night~~

认罪~~~

上帝啊~~对不起~~我真的是个罪人~~我软弱~~求你医治~~~我的愁烦求你来但当~~~我的罪，谢谢你帮我洗净了~~~谢谢你~~~今天心情比较好了~~希望不要在这么情绪化了~~~对不起~~我的情绪伤害了你们~~~

学习~~

今天很不开心~~~~

好~~我要几继续学习~~别听太多别人说的话~~~

请别所要离开小团体而不做，却让你朋友说我~~~！！

thanks~~~

erm....holiday now~~it was fun~~~thanks god~~~

juz now take a look to my mom dairy~~suddenly saw one of the day~~she write abt me,when i look at that~~im cried~~sorry~~mom~~now i know that i really really stpid~~i dun u proud of me~~i tot u shame on me~~sorry mom~~really thanks~~i love you~~

btw~~wanna thanks eunice also~~thanks for ur concern~~i better a lot d~~lol~~thanks for ur drawing also~~hahah~~

thank you~~~

i wanna thanks my mum~~really,seriously wanna thanks her give me so many thing,mom~~i suddenly feel that very sorry about wad i do for you last time~~~i am the most naughty son~~and i am the most sayang son for you~~~mom~~i seriously very love you~~after you pass away~~i will remember everything u teach me~~i wont be like before d~~i wont grow up~~~btw,mother,thanks~~~^^

ruumz.FM

ruumz.FM

im christian~~~

i am christian,im proud of it,and i will stand by my side,i know where im,i know who im,and i know,what can i touch,what i cant over it,at last,i will owax stand in his path,im christian~~~!i proud of it~~~i never give up in christian path~~^^

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最近看了很多关于爱的东西，听到很多男女关系的东西，也看到了很多爱情恐怖的一面，看到了，女生是很脆弱的，他们不爱就不爱，一爱就爱的很深，很恐怖，所以我告诉我自己，也告诉所有的男生，请你们别在伤他们的心了，也提醒我，不要把女生当玩具，玩了就丢，你会把这个女生变得很恨所有男人，让她们不相信爱情的；我觉得，女生是要爱护的，当你爱上一个女生不谨谨是要爱他，还要为他付上责任，照顾她，别让她因为你的脾气儿哭，哎~~~~听了刘母师说的东西，让我觉得恋爱很难，不过我愿意付上这个责任。。。。谁愿意做我女朋友呢？？我相信当我爱上你是就是上帝的安排，你呢？？哈哈~~~~我等这你~~^^~~~

random~~~

感谢神，哈哈~~today i oversleep and i know,i skip the class,aiks~~~so sad,but i still attend the 10am class,thanks god,after that i know the 8am class cancel d~~so happy.hehehe~~btw,today i juz thinking about sumthing,thinking that,what is the popurse of one fellowship??i feel like so stupid,untill now i still dun know wad is the main idea of fellowship,the yesterday i go CCF thn i heard one ppl say fellowship is a place not oni we seek the god,and it also is a place we gather together and share the grace of god,and fellowship is a place with love.sometimes i feel like some ppl go to fellowship not oni go to share the love,cause we are not god,we still human,i know.....but i still dunno,if the ppl who going to fellowship and very suffer and lonely??is that the fellowship good??i duno,maybe some ppl say we cannot change ppl,but wad i observe is,even the people who say also didnt do anything,thn how was the fellowship can change??i feel like in this world,really got a lot of ppl got speak more then do.everytime say we need love and share each other,but owax find the people who famous,thn how about the people who left out??erm.....i dun know~~ekeke~~ok larh~~enuff complaining,not good for me~~heehehe~~~lol~~~any way~~juz seek him even sometime it was hard~~^^

PS:im stupid~~><

peace!!!

yes~~today i go watch a drama music play~~~it was touching~~and thank god,he touched me~~he talked to me~~he ask me go bring jason go infront,i was suffer,i sked~~but after a aunty ask apple go up~~i tell myself,i must follow wad jesus tell me~~ok~~i must!!!so i bring him go infront,thn the ppl pray for him~~~he fall down,i stand beside him a look at him~~~ and jesus wanna tell me,:''son,this ppl life is worse thn you,and he also got many thing happen in his life,but u know,he very happy,he still enjoy his life~''and actually,jason life got touching and encourage me a lot~~btw,thanks him~~^^,after that,the worse thing cum d,argh!!!got one sister ask me go pray also~~;(.....actually i didnt plan to,but after that,the pastor cum to me and ask me,a u christian??i say ''yes,im'',thn he pray for me,after that i feel got many hand hold me and pray for me,i duno who is that,in my mind got many thing go throught it,thn suddenly,my mind stop at ECF part,and i suddenly cried,i cried louder and louder,i duno y~~~~But in my heart,i tell myself,in ECF is not a suffer time,i will try my best to mix with them,i will love all of them,even sometime they forget me,they left me out,even u all say i think too much,but,i didnt feel love in this CF,seriously~~...but,after that,god one ppl cum to me,and pray to me,he tell me,brother,dun trust urself too much,must trust in him and seek him~~i think he is right!!!god,please give me wisdom,i really nothing,y i except myself to change the CF??no,IM nothing,is god,you can change the CF,and u can change everyone heart........last,lord my father,i juz wanna thank you give me this day~~~i feel very peace now~~thanks you~~amen~~~

maybe im the people who not get ppl attention ba~~~cause i feel like everytime ppl wont talk to me or find me,is that my prob??i feel left out again~~;(

thanks apple,thanks god~~today i was very very very happy,because i finish my exam d~~and today after exam straight go meeting and go mydin buy stuff,very tired,but after that apple give me one song make me cant sleep d~~yeah!!!!!is this song!!!!!power of your love!!!in this song,i can listen wad god wanna tell me tonite,i know god,as christian must to know how to count ur love~~i know the power of your love make me thru many thing,i was amaze,thank god~~gonna sleep now~~night everyone~~:)hope who taking exam now and all foundation students can enjoy ur exam!!!god bless you all!!^^

exam...and happy mothers day~~^^

this year is the 3rd year pass my lonely mother day,actually,i got many feeling when ppl call his mother,give mother present,kiss his mom,so many ppl talking about it,i got so many feeling,i duno how to say.

i regrad the time when u still alive i din really celebrate mothers day with you......and i miss the time everyday kiss your face and say''mom,i love you'',even i kiss you,but i felt the love that u have been giving me.i so miss that time....i dun know,felt like wanna run to you and give you a BIG BIG BIG hug,hehe,and have a big cry,i wan cry out all the love i didnt tell you.

three years d,mom,u know every mothers day,i juz can look upon the star,and tell you,''mom,i love you''i know u are listen now....hehe~~^^,mom i still keep the promise.i will grow up everytime when i fall,when i scold,i promise you,i wont be childrish again......^^

now i juz wanna tell the ppl who saw this post,please,when u mother scold you,dun scold back,dun angry because ur mother is love you,so she scolding you,and please be fealty ur parents,then u wont be regrate when u lose them....ok??

at last,i juz wanna tell every mother:

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!AND I LOVE YOU MOM!!^^

回家

我想回家。。。

sorry about that~~

erm...i wanna thanks my bro and sorry for him,cause today thank for ur cuming and teaching me FA2,i appreciate it,and sorry for you is,today u laptop kena stole in MCD melacca Mall~~sorry,i felt bad:(

today,i was very stress and tired,and very sad,seriously,i need a people give me a BIG HUG!!!

2moro i will be having the FA2 exam,i still cannot really do it well,i scare~~:(aiks~~~and my bro laptop lost sumore,

god,where are you??i felt like you are so far away~~~i need you so much~~i need you give me a big hug~~i cant do anything,but i know you can do everything~~

god,i need you~~i will try my best 2moro~~

mothers day~~^^

hehe,today still studying in FES,is very tired,but i think i like it^^

erm....juz reilize mothers day will cuming soon,cause everyone is talking how to celebrate with their mother,hahah~~

how about me??lol~~i dun hav mother,so.....noneed celebrate,but i got another two mother,is my dad,haha~~i really wanna thanks my dad,he really awesome,even he is not girl,but he need to becum father and becum mother,i love him a lot~~i juz wanna tell you,dad,i love you~~yeah~~another ''mother''is jesus,haha~~really thanks him help me go thru this year~~~^^

at last,i juz wanna tell you sumthing,ILYYLL,^^lol,i know u are proud of me now~~cause i know,im smilling now~~hehehe~~~I LOVE YOU~~

最甜美的微笑，就是你发现到，上帝是多么爱你的时候．．．hehe^^