im christian~~~

i am christian,im proud of it,and i will stand by my side,i know where im,i know who im,and i know,what can i touch,what i cant over it,at last,i will owax stand in his path,im christian~~~!i proud of it~~~i never give up in christian path~~^^

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最近看了很多关于爱的东西，听到很多男女关系的东西，也看到了很多爱情恐怖的一面，看到了，女生是很脆弱的，他们不爱就不爱，一爱就爱的很深，很恐怖，所以我告诉我自己，也告诉所有的男生，请你们别在伤他们的心了，也提醒我，不要把女生当玩具，玩了就丢，你会把这个女生变得很恨所有男人，让她们不相信爱情的；我觉得，女生是要爱护的，当你爱上一个女生不谨谨是要爱他，还要为他付上责任，照顾她，别让她因为你的脾气儿哭，哎~~~~听了刘母师说的东西，让我觉得恋爱很难，不过我愿意付上这个责任。。。。谁愿意做我女朋友呢？？我相信当我爱上你是就是上帝的安排，你呢？？哈哈~~~~我等这你~~^^~~~

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感谢神，哈哈~~today i oversleep and i know,i skip the class,aiks~~~so sad,but i still attend the 10am class,thanks god,after that i know the 8am class cancel d~~so happy.hehehe~~btw,today i juz thinking about sumthing,thinking that,what is the popurse of one fellowship??i feel like so stupid,untill now i still dun know wad is the main idea of fellowship,the yesterday i go CCF thn i heard one ppl say fellowship is a place not oni we seek the god,and it also is a place we gather together and share the grace of god,and fellowship is a place with love.sometimes i feel like some ppl go to fellowship not oni go to share the love,cause we are not god,we still human,i know.....but i still dunno,if the ppl who going to fellowship and very suffer and lonely??is that the fellowship good??i duno,maybe some ppl say we cannot change ppl,but wad i observe is,even the people who say also didnt do anything,thn how was the fellowship can change??i feel like in this world,really got a lot of ppl got speak more then do.everytime say we need love and share each other,but owax find the people who famous,thn how about the people who left out??erm.....i dun know~~ekeke~~ok larh~~enuff complaining,not good for me~~heehehe~~~lol~~~any way~~juz seek him even sometime it was hard~~^^

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peace!!!

yes~~today i go watch a drama music play~~~it was touching~~and thank god,he touched me~~he talked to me~~he ask me go bring jason go infront,i was suffer,i sked~~but after a aunty ask apple go up~~i tell myself,i must follow wad jesus tell me~~ok~~i must!!!so i bring him go infront,thn the ppl pray for him~~~he fall down,i stand beside him a look at him~~~ and jesus wanna tell me,:''son,this ppl life is worse thn you,and he also got many thing happen in his life,but u know,he very happy,he still enjoy his life~''and actually,jason life got touching and encourage me a lot~~btw,thanks him~~^^,after that,the worse thing cum d,argh!!!got one sister ask me go pray also~~;(.....actually i didnt plan to,but after that,the pastor cum to me and ask me,a u christian??i say ''yes,im'',thn he pray for me,after that i feel got many hand hold me and pray for me,i duno who is that,in my mind got many thing go throught it,thn suddenly,my mind stop at ECF part,and i suddenly cried,i cried louder and louder,i duno y~~~~But in my heart,i tell myself,in ECF is not a suffer time,i will try my best to mix with them,i will love all of them,even sometime they forget me,they left me out,even u all say i think too much,but,i didnt feel love in this CF,seriously~~...but,after that,god one ppl cum to me,and pray to me,he tell me,brother,dun trust urself too much,must trust in him and seek him~~i think he is right!!!god,please give me wisdom,i really nothing,y i except myself to change the CF??no,IM nothing,is god,you can change the CF,and u can change everyone heart........last,lord my father,i juz wanna thank you give me this day~~~i feel very peace now~~thanks you~~amen~~~

maybe im the people who not get ppl attention ba~~~cause i feel like everytime ppl wont talk to me or find me,is that my prob??i feel left out again~~;(