mum....your son grow up d~~~thank you for everything you teach me^^~~~i will remember you every time~~~love you~~~T T~~~

life~~~^^

hey~~~~im noni~~long time didnt been here d~~~but tonite~~~i got a lot of question here~~~~i need to realease~~~sorry for my bad emotional~~

today,i started thinking about the purpose of life~~~~i feel meaningless about my life~~~i feel empty~~i worry about tomorro~~~i starting to doubt god~~~sorry for god wad im thinking~~i know it was wrong,but i cant control it~~~

!!!ok~~noni tang,that all of you complain~~~now u need to scearching god way~~and find out ur purpose~~~

lord~~~i wanna uphold my friend unto ur hand~~~lord~~i know god~~we need you~~so may ur power will flow on us~~and we can love each other~~~lord~~we need you~~~i dun like small group~~i dun like ppl formed a small group~~and ingnore other~~cause god~~u dun like it~~~god~~~please help us~~in jesus name i pray~~amen~~~

!!!

I WONT FORGET THAT SOCITY!!!!I HATE THEM!!!!

所以我说多关心家人胜过朋友~~~ISH！！！！

^^~~``

ok~~thank god~~today i have a great day~~but i also learn a lot of thing~~first~~morning i go to class,thank god~~i can focus in class~~

second~~thank god i have awesome CG today~~we ate pizza,we laugh~~we play~~thank god~~in this cg we know each other more and more~~btw~~i also realize i need wisdom in talking~~i need to control my mouth~~sorry everything wad i say~~good night~~

认罪~~~

上帝啊~~对不起~~我真的是个罪人~~我软弱~~求你医治~~~我的愁烦求你来但当~~~我的罪，谢谢你帮我洗净了~~~谢谢你~~~今天心情比较好了~~希望不要在这么情绪化了~~~对不起~~我的情绪伤害了你们~~~

学习~~

今天很不开心~~~~

好~~我要几继续学习~~别听太多别人说的话~~~

请别所要离开小团体而不做，却让你朋友说我~~~！！

thanks~~~

erm....holiday now~~it was fun~~~thanks god~~~

juz now take a look to my mom dairy~~suddenly saw one of the day~~she write abt me,when i look at that~~im cried~~sorry~~mom~~now i know that i really really stpid~~i dun u proud of me~~i tot u shame on me~~sorry mom~~really thanks~~i love you~~

btw~~wanna thanks eunice also~~thanks for ur concern~~i better a lot d~~lol~~thanks for ur drawing also~~hahah~~

thank you~~~

i wanna thanks my mum~~really,seriously wanna thanks her give me so many thing,mom~~i suddenly feel that very sorry about wad i do for you last time~~~i am the most naughty son~~and i am the most sayang son for you~~~mom~~i seriously very love you~~after you pass away~~i will remember everything u teach me~~i wont be like before d~~i wont grow up~~~btw,mother,thanks~~~^^

ruumz.FM

ruumz.FM

im christian~~~

i am christian,im proud of it,and i will stand by my side,i know where im,i know who im,and i know,what can i touch,what i cant over it,at last,i will owax stand in his path,im christian~~~!i proud of it~~~i never give up in christian path~~^^

…………

最近看了很多关于爱的东西，听到很多男女关系的东西，也看到了很多爱情恐怖的一面，看到了，女生是很脆弱的，他们不爱就不爱，一爱就爱的很深，很恐怖，所以我告诉我自己，也告诉所有的男生，请你们别在伤他们的心了，也提醒我，不要把女生当玩具，玩了就丢，你会把这个女生变得很恨所有男人，让她们不相信爱情的；我觉得，女生是要爱护的，当你爱上一个女生不谨谨是要爱他，还要为他付上责任，照顾她，别让她因为你的脾气儿哭，哎~~~~听了刘母师说的东西，让我觉得恋爱很难，不过我愿意付上这个责任。。。。谁愿意做我女朋友呢？？我相信当我爱上你是就是上帝的安排，你呢？？哈哈~~~~我等这你~~^^~~~

random~~~

感谢神，哈哈~~today i oversleep and i know,i skip the class,aiks~~~so sad,but i still attend the 10am class,thanks god,after that i know the 8am class cancel d~~so happy.hehehe~~btw,today i juz thinking about sumthing,thinking that,what is the popurse of one fellowship??i feel like so stupid,untill now i still dun know wad is the main idea of fellowship,the yesterday i go CCF thn i heard one ppl say fellowship is a place not oni we seek the god,and it also is a place we gather together and share the grace of god,and fellowship is a place with love.sometimes i feel like some ppl go to fellowship not oni go to share the love,cause we are not god,we still human,i know.....but i still dunno,if the ppl who going to fellowship and very suffer and lonely??is that the fellowship good??i duno,maybe some ppl say we cannot change ppl,but wad i observe is,even the people who say also didnt do anything,thn how was the fellowship can change??i feel like in this world,really got a lot of ppl got speak more then do.everytime say we need love and share each other,but owax find the people who famous,thn how about the people who left out??erm.....i dun know~~ekeke~~ok larh~~enuff complaining,not good for me~~heehehe~~~lol~~~any way~~juz seek him even sometime it was hard~~^^

PS:im stupid~~><

peace!!!

yes~~today i go watch a drama music play~~~it was touching~~and thank god,he touched me~~he talked to me~~he ask me go bring jason go infront,i was suffer,i sked~~but after a aunty ask apple go up~~i tell myself,i must follow wad jesus tell me~~ok~~i must!!!so i bring him go infront,thn the ppl pray for him~~~he fall down,i stand beside him a look at him~~~ and jesus wanna tell me,:''son,this ppl life is worse thn you,and he also got many thing happen in his life,but u know,he very happy,he still enjoy his life~''and actually,jason life got touching and encourage me a lot~~btw,thanks him~~^^,after that,the worse thing cum d,argh!!!got one sister ask me go pray also~~;(.....actually i didnt plan to,but after that,the pastor cum to me and ask me,a u christian??i say ''yes,im'',thn he pray for me,after that i feel got many hand hold me and pray for me,i duno who is that,in my mind got many thing go throught it,thn suddenly,my mind stop at ECF part,and i suddenly cried,i cried louder and louder,i duno y~~~~But in my heart,i tell myself,in ECF is not a suffer time,i will try my best to mix with them,i will love all of them,even sometime they forget me,they left me out,even u all say i think too much,but,i didnt feel love in this CF,seriously~~...but,after that,god one ppl cum to me,and pray to me,he tell me,brother,dun trust urself too much,must trust in him and seek him~~i think he is right!!!god,please give me wisdom,i really nothing,y i except myself to change the CF??no,IM nothing,is god,you can change the CF,and u can change everyone heart........last,lord my father,i juz wanna thank you give me this day~~~i feel very peace now~~thanks you~~amen~~~

maybe im the people who not get ppl attention ba~~~cause i feel like everytime ppl wont talk to me or find me,is that my prob??i feel left out again~~;(

thanks apple,thanks god~~today i was very very very happy,because i finish my exam d~~and today after exam straight go meeting and go mydin buy stuff,very tired,but after that apple give me one song make me cant sleep d~~yeah!!!!!is this song!!!!!power of your love!!!in this song,i can listen wad god wanna tell me tonite,i know god,as christian must to know how to count ur love~~i know the power of your love make me thru many thing,i was amaze,thank god~~gonna sleep now~~night everyone~~:)hope who taking exam now and all foundation students can enjoy ur exam!!!god bless you all!!^^

exam...and happy mothers day~~^^

this year is the 3rd year pass my lonely mother day,actually,i got many feeling when ppl call his mother,give mother present,kiss his mom,so many ppl talking about it,i got so many feeling,i duno how to say.

i regrad the time when u still alive i din really celebrate mothers day with you......and i miss the time everyday kiss your face and say''mom,i love you'',even i kiss you,but i felt the love that u have been giving me.i so miss that time....i dun know,felt like wanna run to you and give you a BIG BIG BIG hug,hehe,and have a big cry,i wan cry out all the love i didnt tell you.

three years d,mom,u know every mothers day,i juz can look upon the star,and tell you,''mom,i love you''i know u are listen now....hehe~~^^,mom i still keep the promise.i will grow up everytime when i fall,when i scold,i promise you,i wont be childrish again......^^

now i juz wanna tell the ppl who saw this post,please,when u mother scold you,dun scold back,dun angry because ur mother is love you,so she scolding you,and please be fealty ur parents,then u wont be regrate when u lose them....ok??

at last,i juz wanna tell every mother:

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!AND I LOVE YOU MOM!!^^

回家

我想回家。。。

sorry about that~~

erm...i wanna thanks my bro and sorry for him,cause today thank for ur cuming and teaching me FA2,i appreciate it,and sorry for you is,today u laptop kena stole in MCD melacca Mall~~sorry,i felt bad:(

today,i was very stress and tired,and very sad,seriously,i need a people give me a BIG HUG!!!

2moro i will be having the FA2 exam,i still cannot really do it well,i scare~~:(aiks~~~and my bro laptop lost sumore,

god,where are you??i felt like you are so far away~~~i need you so much~~i need you give me a big hug~~i cant do anything,but i know you can do everything~~

god,i need you~~i will try my best 2moro~~

mothers day~~^^

hehe,today still studying in FES,is very tired,but i think i like it^^

erm....juz reilize mothers day will cuming soon,cause everyone is talking how to celebrate with their mother,hahah~~

how about me??lol~~i dun hav mother,so.....noneed celebrate,but i got another two mother,is my dad,haha~~i really wanna thanks my dad,he really awesome,even he is not girl,but he need to becum father and becum mother,i love him a lot~~i juz wanna tell you,dad,i love you~~yeah~~another ''mother''is jesus,haha~~really thanks him help me go thru this year~~~^^

at last,i juz wanna tell you sumthing,ILYYLL,^^lol,i know u are proud of me now~~cause i know,im smilling now~~hehehe~~~I LOVE YOU~~

最甜美的微笑，就是你发现到，上帝是多么爱你的时候．．．hehe^^

^^

春霖，客观一点，别太主观，多为别人的处境想想，别只看着自己需要什么，看看别人的。。。。

take note:一定要牢牢记着。。。谢谢你的真心话。。

thank all the fren~~and you~~^^

today it was a awesome day~~thank god i i hav such a bunch of good fren~~~^^,my first birthday start with FES at 12a.m,hahaha~~it was suprice,thank you all of u attend my birthday,hahah~~and after that going bak sleep,untill 4.00p.m,i got a alphas gathering with ezra,lol~~it was fun,we go watching iron man 2~~hahaha~very nice larh,and i was suprice,my jie jie was cuming to melacca celebrate birthday with me~~heheeh~~after that we go bei zhan makan,haha~~the food was nice~~^^,erm...actually i got a bit hurt by a fren la,y i cant take photo with u one by one?am i monster??when u say u dun wan,i seriously a bit hurt~~:(...seriously....btw,thank for ur birthday wish card~~last place we going is a seaside,haha~~very nice,and hav a good talk to my sister in law~~hahaha~~~at last,i wanna thank a person who very love me,and i cant celebrate,it was third year d~~mom,thank you~i still keep that promise,mom~~i wont give up~~i will be more strong,more mature~~^^thanks~~I LOVE YOU~~~

CG!!!!

thanks god!!!i hav such a awesome CG!!!!juz came bak from cg!!feel happy,but feel sad also~~

cause some of the senior need to leave d~~so sad~~:(

by the way,we talk,we play,we sing,we eat,and we pray,thank god,i really feel the love in this cg....thanks god!!!!!

and last i will keep the love from this cg,and try to love each other to next cg and cf,:) really love you all!!!:)

appriciate it~~^^

hehe~~today it was awesome day!!really~~~i was happy!!!thanks adiran,james,felicia,jui shan,and marianne,lol~~~cause this morning,i go to FES study~~and we all met together,lol~~and we talked more then we study,but it was happy....thanks god,i appreciate it i have so many good cf fren~~^^thankiu u all bring me bak from the emo side,hahaha~~after this,i was happy,we having CG tonite,it was happy!!!LOL!!!!i will miss the seniors a lot.........kee wing,debbie,toby,ester,i will miss u all~~~:(....

:)

thanks god,i still can open my eyes.....and i wake up at 7.30a.m~~i was tired..........and after that going church untill 10 sumthing,then straight away go bak sleep....

this evening i going dinner with si qin and xue li~~hahah~~we hav fun,and we talked a lot...thanks god i hav such a good fren,after that i we plan go to watch movie,we going watch LOSER~~haha~~it was nice.....hahaha~~i din regreat to watch that~~lol~~and we saw adiran they all going also~~we saw them at melaka mall,and we talked also,actually i got a bit jealous la~~but i know,i still hav many fren~~haha~~and i still can alive~~i dun wan be emo by this kind of small thing d~~i will GROW UP!!!!!like you say~~i want to GROW UP,how about you??fren,i really tell u~~u need to grow up too~~as a fren i tell u~~and i will pray to u also~~god bless you~~i cant do anything to you~~cause im not ur ntg,but god is ur everything~~so,ask god~~god will lead you~~good night~~and god bless~~^^

:(

you all can dun trust me,also can trust me,up to you!!!

now,i noni tang say it out seriously:OK!!!!is my fault!!OK!!!cause i talk bad!!!god forgive me~~

now,who wan trust me,trust,dun wan then nvm~~cause i know who im,i know i got wrong,i say sorry d,but is the true u really got tell me lidat~~if u all dun really trust me,ok nvm then......i know,u know,god know!!!u also can make it innocent infront of ppl too~~me NONI TANG!wun liying because of one small little thing!!!OK!!!!if im really is the ppl like very cheap~~i wont stay in MMUCF one year d!!!!u know i got many thing happen in MMUCF onot??i get left out,i cry,i lonely,and many thing,y i still stay here??for wad??cause I LOVE JESUS!!!I REALLY LIKE HIM!!!!I KNOW EVEN I TALK BAD STUFF IS MY FAULT!!!BUT I WUN BECUM LIYER!!!!U ALL CAN DISSAPOINTED ME OK!!!!UP TO U!!!!!

god please help me~~

today i going segamat trip~~thanks god~~i learn a lot~~and a brother share sumthing about him~~^^...

i felt that bad,y no one trust me??i really heard that she tell me lidat~~is my fault to tell the truth??or wad??last time i really wan to help you~~but u tell me lidat~~u also say u like gossiping~~and u tell me a lot emo stuff~~but now u dun wan admin~~ok!!if lidat,is my fault~~god please help me~~i think is my fault~~now i dun wan do any pity stuff d~~u wan believe u believe,u dun wan believe,ok!!that all!!who see this post,pls!!!im not joking~~thanks!!

PSALM139:1-18

¹O Lord, you have searched me and known me.
²You know when I sit down and when I rise up;
you discern my thoughts from far away.
³You search out my path and my lying down,
and are acquainted with all my ways.
⁴Even before a word is on my tongue,
O Lord, you know it completely.
⁵You hem me in, behind and before,
and lay your hand upon me.
⁶Such knowledge is too wonderful for me;
it is so high that I cannot attain it.

⁷Where can I go from your spirit?
Or where can I flee from your presence?
⁸If I ascend to heaven, you are there;
if I make my bed in Sheol, you are there.
⁹If I take the wings of the morning
and settle at the farthest limits of the sea,

¹⁰even there your hand shall lead me,

and your right hand shall hold me fast

emo

哈哈哈，别人ｅｍｏ每人知，我ｅｍｏ谁人知？？:(

华文

感谢神 ^^

今天去查经班，很开心，我了解了很多东西。我要原谅!!我要原谅那些恨我的人。。^^晚安咯~~

thank god^^

i wanna thanks god for everything he done for me,i wan sorry god i emoing last time and reject everything he done for me......now is time to rescue bak wad i lose d~~i need you god,i know everything is in ur plan...ok!!!!good night everyone^^today was happy hangging out with eunice and cherly they all^^thanks~~!!

LOL!!!

yeah!!!im bak in mlk~~today was awesome~~,i having a good sunday service today,but i dun like u all tease me like that~~~ok first,dun say im rich guy again!!ok~~!!after that i going bak to mlk,and i go taman botanika with my family,it was nice,and want to thank my dad and my bro ''yuen'',thanks for fetching me to mlk~~^^,after that i going to pratice drama thingy it was tired,and after that i going take some vedio thingy....lol.it was fun!!but i dun like u all tread me like a invisible man.ok,i give many suggestion but no ppl want to listen.....i feel bad:(,really bad.,...btw,it was fun....after that we going celebrate noel birthday....lol....nice bashing!!!LOL!!!

smilly face~~^^

smile!!!!!!

ahaha!!this picture is cute~~^^i like it!!

this few days,thanks god,i felt happy,cause god i know god is be with me~~even i emo,i cry, i worry, but all god will help me handle it~~~amen!!!i know i can do it!!!even im not really happy now^^hehehe~~~

i feel bad now~~it wad too many bad thing around me recently~~~~
my laptop get virus again,need to format agian,
my midterm cumming soon,and the most hard sub is cuming,i need study,
but i dun hav text book,cannot do the tut question,
and my pencil box gone d~~argh!!!how to study!!
and it was very hard!!!how how how??stress!!!
aiks~~friday need to pass up my assighment~~
how how how??aiya!!stress la!!
who can help me??

missing you~~~

that was a song is keep singging in my mind~
i was missing you badly~~
i love you!!
>mother<

yesterday we wake up early and me and my family was going visit my mom~~
erm...actually we like very happy,
but suddenly i watch at my bro face,i can feel that, his heart is crying,and he also missing my mom~~
but just a few minit oni~~
after that we continue clean my mom grave~


suddenly my memory was rewind back to that time, our family was crying juz my bro din cry, and he encourage my dad!! i can felt that he also crying in heart!!


erm....i know everyone is missing my mother,
miss mary,dad,my three brother,and her frens~
but mom,i know ur life is changing us d~~

we learn be faith,and love in ur life....

last i juz wanna say,mom,even we missing you,but we need to stay strong!!
dun keep down again!!cause we are ur son!!

mom,are u happy in there??u still missing us??

i love you~~

《烈火戰車》(Chariots of Fire) 是81年奧斯卡最佳影片。故事講述傳奇運動員Eric Liddell(艾力‧李岱爾)參加1924年巴黎奧運的事蹟。

李岱爾的父母是倫敦傳道會宣教士，因此他出生在中國的天津。六歲隨大他兩歲的哥哥回英國的宣教士子女學校寄宿讀書。他有短跑的天份，於十五歲開始為人注目，成為報章常報導的運動新星，大受群眾歡迎。

1924年巴黎奧運，李岱爾身為當時英國100碼及220碼短跑紀錄保持者，代表大英帝國參加當時奧林匹克運動會。他最膾炙人口的事蹟，是拒絕為當年被安排在星期日(基督教的主日)舉行的百米短跑決賽出賽，寧願放棄苦練經年，猶如囊中物的奧運金牌。

李岱爾的行動當然舉國嘩然，因為奧運從來不是純粹運動比賽那麼簡單。國人多番游說，輿論有很大的壓力，甚至皇室成員也幫腔，仍改變不了李的立場。

在準備參賽的日子，李重新訓練自己一向表現較次的400米賽跑。到了400米決賽，決意只為榮耀上帝而跑的他，不但勇奪這枚奧運田徑金牌，成績更打破當時的世界紀錄，震驚全球。在他於田徑場上奪標的一幕，旁白讀出了以賽亞書四十章那段振奮人心的經文，這也是《烈火戰車》感人至深的片段。

(留意李的獨特跑姿是頭一直仰天，是不標準的，但他說因為自己是為上帝而跑。〉

影片還有另一個人物──李岱爾的隊友兼主要對手，猶太裔的哈羅爾德-亞伯拉罕。一直活在李岱爾的陰影之下，亞伯拉罕(聖經中猶太人信心之父同姓，真諷刺)總感覺到周圍的人對他的歧視和偏見，然而沒有信仰的包袱的亞伯拉罕只為自己而跑，在他看來，奔跑是賴以成功的一種武器。李岱爾退出後，他順利得到當屆奧運的百米金牌。

電影故事在此完結，真實中的李岱爾在得獎後翌年，只廿三歲就步父母後塵回到華北天津，先後在天津、韶昌等地宣教，主要從事教育工作。在短短43年的生命中，至今仍影響著中國。

電影沒有直接談論信仰，卻活生生道出一個基督徒的見證。或者信仰從來不用煞有介事的hard sell，而根本是我們生活的全部。

在教會的悠悠歲月裡，常常聽到基督徒分享面對的壓力：工作 / 讀書已經很累，沒空閒讀聖經；工作太忙，沒時間返教會；星期日難得休息，不能早起返崇拜；要做project、預備考試，沒可能出席聚會………

如果換上李岱爾，就沒有這些「不能」。他在拒絕星期日比賽的時候沒有猶疑過。

說是容易，你兩餐無憂當然口響......

做的時候可是困難重重......當我們想也不想便認為那一刻放棄持守信仰是理所當然，或者無可避免的時候，請記著，有人嘗試過堅持，並且他成功了，得到了更大的祝福。

在信仰以外作分析：一個人，如果不能堅守自已一些做人的原則，他的成功，其實有限。

thank you!!my everyone~~

today is a stressful day~~i juz study 5hour then straight go exam~~hehehe~~a bit scare~~but thanks god~~i have done my exam~~and i trying my best!!^^

ok!!!first，in CNY i talked a lot with my brother,i need to thanks him!!cause he teach me a lot in that day!!!bro!!i love you!!!

second~~yesterday is BSAD,i watch the sketch and feel like thanks the girl!!who everytime listen my complaining!!!ok!!i promise you!!i stop complaining d!!i must be a person who enjoy my situation and wad im facing!!!

third!!i need to thanks one person,she is the person very important in my life~~and he make me change a lot!!!ok!!thank you mother:yee lay lan!!three more days is ur pass away 4th year!!i miss you a lot!!!mom i promise you!!i will:

用笑容去感动世界，不要用情绪来伤害身边的朋友~~


this is my first task to change myself!!^^

and last one!!!thanks god!!thanks u place me at mmu!!i learned a lot~~i change a lot~~even sometime i cry!!i angry!!i sad!!i dissapointed!!but u never give up!!u still love me!! I LOVE U SO MUCH

fren~~~buddy~~~family~~^^

yesh~~im come bak~~im in mlk now~~actually i got planned come bak at monday~~because i got a fren he gonna go taiwan 2moro~~and i miss him so much~~=(....we are best fren,we are buddy~~even we are family~~but now all juz go taiwan study~~i felt miss thm~~~=(......fren,juz wanna tell you:

人生就是一直重复着相聚然后又离别，相聚又离别。。。但就是因为我们的相聚才会在离别时有着美好的回忆。。而且我相信最后的相聚是在天堂！！

u give me a AWESOME MEMORY IN MY LIFE!!!

joshua camp!!!

yeah!!just came bak from joshua camp!!and it was awesome~~~hahaha~~

this is the result we are fighting!!hahaha~~~got many ''black green''hahaha!!!

and the first night,we got having a big plate of satay!!hahaha~~it was nice and BIG!!!hahaha~~




yeah!!!i learning a lot from this camp~~and i know~~when sometimes you really wanna serve the god,u need to learned sacrifice~~~and the most important thing is keep closer with god~~^^

sport day!!!hahaha~~~

hahaha~~last saturday had a awesome day!!!our fellowship hav a sport day!!wuhuu!!and i was wake up at 8am thn straight going church for sport.

first,we have a chubit chubit dance~~and that was stupid and funny~~hahaha~~everyone was enjoyed in the dance~~hahaha~~after that the game was started,and we have played many games~~hahaha~~and very tired~~but it was awesome!!hahaha~~


in the evening about 8pm,we have a candle game~~this game was awesome even i was play two times d~~haha~~and my sound was almost gone,we keep shouting and playing~~hahaha~~and got a ppl say:our fellowship is like a family and we was closer throught this game~~thanks god~~^^


romans 3:21-26

into the wild~~

Let me introduce this movie!!!i watch this movie at home lonely,is awesome,and let me rethinking about my life....erm....this movie is ''into the wild'' and this movie is talking about a person,yeah!!!hahah~~and it is truth story~~OMG~~~there got a lot line in this movie was touching~~haha~like:

1. happiness only real when shared~~~^^

2. when you forgive,you love.And when you love,gods light shine on you~~

3. "You are wrong to think that the joy of life comes principally from human relationships. God's placed it all around us. It's in everything. It's in anything we can experience. People just need to change the way they look at these things."

and also got alot lines was awesome!!!erm........this movie is awesome la~~
must watch~~


ps:must watch lonely,and is got more awesome~~hahaha~~~^^

early in the morning.....

today morning wad im thinking about??
i duno.
my brain was blank!!aiks.....
i need a person talking with me....
someone else wanna teman me??

i think dun hav person wanna teman me one la...
hahahaha!!!>< just came bak from mmu cyber,and the agape was awesome!! i like it a lot.
and we are going sunway piramid.hahah!!so awesome trip....and we hav fun with cyberian....thanks~~

last,yesterday i hav a happy and tired day.

hope someone can talk with me now.....im hav a bit bad mood now....:(

KL trip^^

yeah~~~i just came back from KL,and the awesome trip was awesome!!!
we was laughing and playing together.
like a family.^^

thanks all of you give me a good memory!!hehehe~~


but my ATM card was lost at KL,and i was poor now!!hehehe~~
so today i skip my lunch and dinner,just hav a supper.hehehe~~^^

and i buy a shirt,is awesome and nice,i like it so much!!^^hehehe~~

thanks god~~

today is a spcial day~~^^

today is a special day.
because,
im still alive,
still breath,
still can love my friend.

thanks god.^^


lord,this is my prayer.
i know im sinful,
because im not a good guy,
i still childish.
lord,
i need you,
i know u love me,
u die for me from the cross,
u use ur blood washed away my sin,
lord,
i love u so much,
lord,
i know im happy because god u love me,
and may ur sound touch my heart everyday~~ok??


in jesus name i pray.


amen^^











mom,u still ok??i miss u so much.i feel like want to hug you,and have a big cry~~~

mom,

i love you~^^

countdown 39 days~~~~

距离还有　３９天。。。。。。。。。不可以哭～～～要面对他。。。。。
我爱你。。。。。

妈^^

new sem resolution~~~~

MY NEW SEM RESOLUTION:

1. be a metual guy~~~(impossible)hahaha~~~
2. sleep before 1am
3. every night keep devotion.
4. must hav sport one time in one week.
5. pray more.
6. learn how to listen more work more and talk less...hehe~~^^
7. increase the relationship with CF fren~~^^
8. help a non-christian.

Matthew 16:20

today i chatting with my church friends,and they talking about how to success.and one of a jie jie say,if u want to be success,u must be diffrent by the world,but u will very lonely,and many people will dislike you,cause u are diffrent.

After that i go back i read the Matthew 16:24 and i realize,christian also wanna be like this.sometimes i saw many christian like to mix with talkative people,and some famous people.but how the people who left out??got people wanna help them?got people wanna talk to them??i dun think so.....i think a christian wanna learned how to come after him will be lonely.cause the we need to enter the narrow gate,note the wide gate.everyone can enter the wide gate,but the narrow gate is very hard to enter.......so thanks god i know this concept......hehe!!!

then jesus said to his disciples,''if anyone would come after me,he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.(matthew 16:24)

upgrade myself!!haha!!

haha!!what can i do when i was in holidaying??haha!!!yeah!!!is upgrade myslef,haha~~first im learning kiss the rain recently!!wuhu!!that song is awesome!!Hahah!!and i also learning making cheese cake~~haha!!!
haha~~awesome rite??hahah!!!><

swimming~~

heheh~~thanks god,yesterday is a awesome day~~morning,i going to church,and got a police came in our church,hehe~~and in the afternoon,i going to pratice my car...hahah~~after that i going to swimming,haha~~so awesome and scary,today when i going swimming,my cousin will drowning by a finger's breadth,actually i got saw my cousin a bit weired d,but i tought he just determine how deep of the pool oni~~hahhaa!!and suddenly my cousin shout ''help!!!help''then i straight go save him lo,but i duno how to save people o!!!how!!!!hahaha!!then i go in the water and hugged his leg and trying move his body to the side of pool!!!hahah!!!i feel so proud la!!!how can i do that on that time wor!!!i really duno!!i never think more,just help him!!!hahah!!!is very awesome la!!hahah!!

cheese cake!!^^

饼底材料：（6” 蛋糕一个）
无盐牛油（溶液） 60克
Oreo饼干 150克

材料：
忌廉芝士 250克
鲜奶油 200克
糖 40克
鸡蛋 1个
鱼胶粉 2汤匙
块状巧克力 100克
可可粉 2汤匙

做法：
1。首先将鲜奶油打至企身，然后放入雪柜备用。
2。将Oreo饼压碎，加入溶化牛油后压在模底。
3。加温水在鱼胶粉使之溶解。
4。忌廉芝士加糖打至软身，再加入步骤3的溶化鱼胶，还有蛋，继续将忌廉芝士打至软滑。
5。这时候可以将步骤1的鲜奶油加入忌廉芝士，搅拌均匀。
6。把一半的芝士糊倒入模里，放入雪柜冷冻大约45分钟。
7。再把块状巧克力溶化（可以再减少如果不喜欢甜），混合在剩下的另外一半芝士糊里，拌匀。
8。加入可可粉。
9。把混合好的芝士糊倒入步骤6的模里，至少得冷冻4个小时哦！

Translation…
因为博友的要求，所以把英文版本附在这儿做参考。

Base:
60g unsalted butter (melted)
150g Oreo cookies (crush)

Filling:
250g cream cheese
200g non-dairy cream
40g sugar
1 egg
2 tbsp gelatin
100g chocolate bar
2 tbsp cocoa powder

Methods:
1 ) Beat non-dairy cream until fluffy and put into fridge
2 ) Mix the crushed cookies with melted butter. Press the cookies mixture into the bottom of the pan (may use the back of a metal spoon to press)
3 ) Melt gelatin with warm water
4 ) Beat cream cheese, add in sugar, gelatin and also egg. Continue to beat the batter until smooth
5 ) Add in non-dairy cream
6 ) Pour half of the batter into the pan and place into freezer
7 ) Melt chocolate bar, add the melted chocolate into the rest of the batter and mix evenly
8 ) Add cocoa powder into the batter
9 ) Pour leftover batter into the pan and place in fridge for at least 4 hours

kiss the rain....

yeah,today i found a song~~and that is awesome,i wanna learn it and im learning now~~hehehe~~the song is ''kiss the rain'',woah,sound so romantic,yeah~~this song is awesome,but the worse thing is,the song make me emoing.....but i like it.

last nite i was chatting with a guy,and make me feel comfartable~~i wanna thanks him~~^^

and he make me realize dun put too much afford in cf fren~~seriously can returned bak anything,even u sms u msn them also din reply,but also need to help them...because of god~~ok~~

NONI U WILL BE OK!!!I KNOW GOD IS ARRANGE EVERYTHING TO ME D!!!!

''no eye has seen,no ear has heard,no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him''(CORINTHIANS 3:3)

working day~~

yeah~~i starting my working d~~so sad~i dun wan work~~but i still wanna work~~~erm.....i think i need more sleep for work~~so today just a short post,then go sleep d~~~and i need devotion~~~hehehe~~may god change my mind.give me wisdom~~amen!!

above all else,guard your heart ,for it is the wellspring of life.(PROVERBS 4:8)

god i really need you~amen